This week on my commute I put on the album “The Hymn Project” by Buller, Balzer & Aichele, and their version of “I’d Rather Have Jesus” on repeat. Hearing the lyrics over and over, made me think about how truthfully I could repeat them.
I’d rather have Jesus than silver or gold,
I’d rather be His than have riches untold
I’d rather have Jesus than houses or land,
Yes, I’d rather be led by His nail-pierced hand.Than to be the king of a vast domain
And be held in sin’s dread sway
I’d rather have Jesus than anything
This world affords today. (chorus)I’d rather have Jesus than worldly applause,
I’d rather be faithful to His dear cause
I’d rather have Jesus than worldwide fame,
I’d rather be true to His holy name.He’s fairer than lilies of rarest bloom,
He’s sweeter than honey from out the comb;
He’s all that my hungering spirit needs,
I’d rather have Jesus and let Him lead.
The truth of my answer hurts. So often I want other things. Maybe not to be king, or seek man’s applause. But it breaks my heart to realize the inferior sweetness of honey (really, snacks/treats in general), allusion of control of my circumstances, relishing and lingering too much in comfort; these are in idolized places in my life.
My Bible was open to Psalm 34 but I ended up reading the nearby chapter that spoke to my ache in the above admitted condition of my heart.
“Finally, I confessed all my sins to you
and stopped trying to hide my guilt.
I said to myself, “I will confess my rebellion to the Lord.”
And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone.Therefore, let all the godly pray to you while there is still time,
that they may not drown in the floodwaters of judgment.
For you are my hiding place;
you protect me from trouble.
You surround me with songs of victory.” Psalm 32:5-7
Jesus longs for us to return to Him. Time and agian you can see in the parables He tells, He wants us to do a complete about face from where we had been going and turn instead to our soverign King, loving Shephard, gracious Saviour, abiding Friend, Himself. We are to shout His praise in anticiaption of the known coming victory, whether that be looking forward to the release of the bondage of sugar addiction, or the walls of Jericho falling down after the loud shout of praise from the people. (Joshua 6:20)
The chorus of another hymn comes to mind in which is Jesus speaking to us:
“‘Come home, come home. All you who weary, come home!’ Softly and tenderly, Jesus is calling, calling ‘Oh sinner, come home.'”
I know that He is faithful to forgive (1John 1:9), and pray that in the Spirit’s power I will be able to continue to turn my eyes toward Jesus, the author and perfector of my faith. (Hebrews 12).
As an older chorus says,
“Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”
What beautiful words! I am very thankful to have so many songs with Biblical lyrics running through my head, encouraging me and providing words when I don’t know how to express myself.
The devotional I had today ended with a prayer written by Wendy Speake in her 40 Day Sugar Fast book, worth ending with: “I choose to set my face toward You today. As I wait to see You move, I will sing Your praises and eagerly anticipate Your deliverance. In Jesus’s name, Amen”